so, i'm not particularly in the best mood right now. its been an insane week. and honestly, i don't even think i could explain the full extent of it all. yesterday i was working on a group project from 9:30 am until 3:30am this morning. by the time i got home it was 4 and then i had to leave again several hours later so that i could be there at 8am to practice. so, i guess i got a little over an hour of sleep. but, what makes the whole thing worse, is that my group got the lowest points, so we received the lowest grade. and, i know i probably shouldn't let this bother me, but it does. for once, i'm actually putting forth a lot of effort, but its getting me no where. and it doesn't help matters that the 1 of the 2 people i consistenly hang out with insists that they are too dumb for the program, and the other says they're going to quit just b/c they hate it. and, i can't say that i blame either one of them b/c i basically feel the same on most days. o well, what can you do. i'm here for the full 15 months. o wait, i guess its down to 12 months now! thats at least something. alright, i'm sorry about the negativity. i guess no sleep can do that. i know i've had a lot of posts lately that have either been really random or me bitching. i guess i'ts just been a confusing quarter. but, i know it ususally sucks to read these more personal posts... so my apologies, and i will make more of an effort to write only about the weekends.

I learned another use of my palm piolet today! you can beam information from one palm to another. how cool is that. alright, i'll admit it, i'm a dork. (hill, i've also been using it to play songs so i could make it till x-mas). i can't wait for thanksgiving. i really miss everyone. it sucks that i won't get to see everybody though. i wish britt, dow, and mindy still lived at home. at least i get to see becca and roxie (yes, i will occasionally admit that i love that thing). you know, in about 6 months bec will be able to go to the bars with us. how crazy is that?