Sunday, November 12, 2006

In the End

So it’s said that everything always works out in the end. But what if it doesn’t. I mean, I have to hope it does, but sometimes I just feel like it never will. And, if it does work out in the end, then when the hell is the end. I really hate when I get like this and I really just can’t snap out of it. It’s times like this that I really miss Corey since she always seemed to know how to make me feel better. But, as Charlie said, at least I have a good support system with tons of people that care about me and are there. And, I think I'll be busy enough this week that I'll be able to get back on track.

4 comments:

The Becca Machine said...

the notion of "e/t working out" sucks. no matter what ur ALWAYS going to have obstacles but it's the way u manage them that makes ur life happy. people are always looking for a point in their life where everything is magically going to come together, but the truth is this will never happen. there is no real "in the end." the best any of us can do is make the most out of what is given to us, think about life positively, and take action to ensure that the things we care about the most actually do go the way we plan (and of course that doesn't always happen either)

Corey said...

I think that this has to be the most positive and grown up statement I've ever heard coming from Becca...and to think she goes to SIU. I don't agree on one thing though, I think there is an "in the end". I think that is the point when you get what you want or a portion of it that satisfies you. And as for missing me, I miss you too Deb. I think about you a lot and to make this seem not so sappy I also want to have your babies, well maybe just puppies because you can put them in a cage when you feel like getting wasted. Anyway, I'm a phone call away and am always willing to listen, not that my wisdom is actually wisdom but I'll try. P.S. I hate your word verification thing on here, you know that is an option right?

Deb said...

Thank you both- very good points. As for the word verification, Becca actually imed me the same thing right after she made her post, but every time I don't have it on I get random spam. However, I too was thinking about making this private instead. (p.s. I'm now having trouble w/ it too)

The Becca Machine said...

corey, every time i see u im at the bar. not really a place where maturity from anyone gets showcased. especially at southern.